=(

I wish I could run my fingers through your hair and tell you that everything is going to be alright, we'll go through it together but you're too far away.

Canon

Canon is so awesome... that even Barack Obama uses one. FTW!

Le Blah

You know what? I don't give a fuck, Yeah.
Why should I anyway? I shouldn't have to impress anyone.

It's okay if I didn't get good grades, what matters is that I've improved. That makes me feel better about myself. I'm happy, and at the end of the day, thats all I need. What others think is not important. So go die.

=/

on a happier note,
My hair smells good and it feels so soffft.
& they're playing good music on TV today.

brb, gonna go dance.

I found a new best friend

Sorry, Blogger =.=

enter Tumblr: It sure is entertaining and a great place to waste your time! I can post random shit that doesn't make any sense on there.
But I guess I will be using Blogger for my more serious, and personal posts.

Love them both.

visit me at Tumblr:
http://thezombiefailed.tumblr.com

these dreams won't stop

& I don't want them to either cause I can't take it anymore. I need weed. I need hashish, baba.

EDIT

omg haha! Bloggers way of telling me 'don't do drugs'
that advertisement showed up as soon as I published the post
wow, thank you, internet for informing me about the dangers of marijuana =D

i dont normally cry

I just don't. I can't, most of the time.
Specially if there are people around.
But I've been crying alot for the past 2 days.
I think my whore moans are messed up.
Shoot. >_<

In India,

Haye Allah! I haven't blogged for so long. I just always get so lazy in India. Beizzati.
-My cousin got married last week. too much of fun, yaar!
-If the given time for a meeting/party is at 7pm, its perfectly normal to be there at 10pm. And I kinda like this. I am, Indian, after all!
-All I do is sit on my huge ass, chew paan and drink chai 6 times a day
-The internet is fucking slow, and doesn't let me comment on anyones blog! boohoo
-I have a husband to take me wherever I want, whenever I want =]
-I buy many clothes. many clothes. many clothes. with too much glitter. glitter. glitter.
-There is a bar called 'Firaangi Paani'
-I love the bookstore. INDIAN AUTHORS OMG LOVE <3
-I have time
-Food tastes better. The only problem is, they have only 2 kinds- Indian and Chinese. Oh, and fast food. No Arabic food =( iMiss iMiss. I should cook some tomorrow. hm.
-I love travelling in autos. best feelingin the world when you're sitting on the open side with your leg hanging out in the cool wind- that is, until you're chappal-less on one foot- ohho. but I dont care.

a post about food

Hummus
and Mutabbal
and Butter Chicken
and Chelu Kabob
and Bhel Puri
and Biryani
and Shawarma
and Mashed Potatos
and Dosa
and Bean Burritos
and Paneer
and Chicken Tandoori
and Pizza
and Chow Mein Noodles
and Naan
and Chicken Manchurian
and Pani Puri
and Cheese Cake
and Chocolate Brownieessss

If anyone can make any of these,
please comment so I CAN BECOME YOUR FRIEND AND INVITE MYSELF OVER TO YOUR HOUSE FOR DINNER!! oh yes!
if not, what else can you make?

edit: damn now I'm hungry

[spoiler alert, maybe] Up Up

Last day of exams.
So I went out with some friends to the mall.
And just hung out.

PLUS I really really really wanted to watch the new Disney movie- Up.
First we bought cheaper food from the supermarket, stuffed our bags with it and smuggled it inside the theatre lol
THE MOVIE WAS SO AWESOME
I LOVED IT SO MUCH
that I'm going to go watch it again on Saturday.yay!



So basically this old guy, for some secret reason which you will find out only if you watch the movie, ties billions and billions of helium balloons to his house and flies off to South America. On his way, while flying there some really cute, chubby but annoying kid named Russell appears on his porch. (you will find out how only if you watch the movie). When they reach South America, they meet this talking dog and a really colourful bird, named Kevin, who is a mother of three. By this time, my bladder was sending me warning signals but I didn't want to miss any of it, so I just... didn't move. The old guy and the annoying kid almost get killed by some psycho, whose name you will find out only if you watch the movie but they managed to escape with the help of the talking dog. STOP, YOU DOGS! HAHA! sorry, yeah, they came back to the city and lived happily ever after eating ice cream and living in a huge balloon thing for the rest of their lives! and then I wet myself. Sort of. Well, almost.

hm one of my friends dared me to ask this random taxi driver, "where the fuck is Ahmed?"
all I got in reply was, "sorry, no izbeak english"

=/

Math

What's the use of all this studying?
I'm going to fail anyway.

=(

listening to: the sound of failure

I've made up my mind

I'm horrible at making decisions.
But Im sure I made the right one this time.
Mostly because I spent more than a year over it.

I have finally chosen studying at a Hawza in Qom over studying Mass Media in UAE
it doesn't seem like a tough decision but it sure as hell is!
and inshaAllah inshaAllah if I get accepted, then nothing can change my mind.

there's just one thing left.
convincing Alif and my in-laws.
That won't be too hard, hopefully...
I will probably just drag him along with me lol.

Just pray that I get accepted, cause I really really want to study at the hawza!

I have reasons.

I want:
A Nikon D80 so I can take better pictures!

and why don't coffee shops sell empty coffee cups?!
At Caribou Coffee
"yo, I wanna buy one of them empty cups"
"um, we don't sell those..."
"I'll pay you for it!!"
"no ma'am the price is included with the drink"
"so....?"
"you will have to pay for the drink"
"oh, so i'll get the drink in a different cup?"
"no ma'am im afraid you won't get the drink"
WTF? akjksdnas grr pfsh

It's stupid.
If I started an empty coffee cup business I would probably make more money than them anyway. Hmph.
Like, pretty, awesome, colourful, recycled, sticky-note-to-your-boyfriend-or-husbandable, EMPTY coffee cups, filled with candy and chocolate.
You would totally buy one, right? Hm I guess not...

it works most of the time...

OMG
I'm so proud of Alif! <3
He went down from smoking 12, to just 8 cigarettes in a day
I think it's because I sent him this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9TqJGG_6-vY

Today, I'm listening to:
Veridis Quo; Daft Punk
Murder City; Green Day
I'm Yours; Jason Mraz
Omerta; Lamb of God

Exams start on Sunday! Noooo! =(

Aquafresh

why my toothpaste takes so long to run out...



finally, after an hour of screwing around with my layout... I'm finally satisfied with it.
yay. many, many, many colours!

yallah

Salam Alaykum yo
I'm Batool. 17. Muslim.
and I love Purple. and Green.
and I want you to read my blog...
because if you don't
I'll just let my friend's pet tarantula do his job.

=]

EDIT: oh, by the way, Batool is not my real name.