Le Blah

You know what? I don't give a fuck, Yeah.
Why should I anyway? I shouldn't have to impress anyone.

It's okay if I didn't get good grades, what matters is that I've improved. That makes me feel better about myself. I'm happy, and at the end of the day, thats all I need. What others think is not important. So go die.

=/

on a happier note,
My hair smells good and it feels so soffft.
& they're playing good music on TV today.

brb, gonna go dance.

Math

What's the use of all this studying?
I'm going to fail anyway.

=(

listening to: the sound of failure

I've made up my mind

I'm horrible at making decisions.
But Im sure I made the right one this time.
Mostly because I spent more than a year over it.

I have finally chosen studying at a Hawza in Qom over studying Mass Media in UAE
it doesn't seem like a tough decision but it sure as hell is!
and inshaAllah inshaAllah if I get accepted, then nothing can change my mind.

there's just one thing left.
convincing Alif and my in-laws.
That won't be too hard, hopefully...
I will probably just drag him along with me lol.

Just pray that I get accepted, cause I really really want to study at the hawza!

it works most of the time...

OMG
I'm so proud of Alif! <3
He went down from smoking 12, to just 8 cigarettes in a day
I think it's because I sent him this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9TqJGG_6-vY

Today, I'm listening to:
Veridis Quo; Daft Punk
Murder City; Green Day
I'm Yours; Jason Mraz
Omerta; Lamb of God

Exams start on Sunday! Noooo! =(